Friday, July 21, 2006
oh goodness the keyboard is slanted...sighz...had a bad day i cried during the last period and it was strange to cry over such peeny weeny maths test...so stupid huh? i was gonna get 0 coz i freakinly handed up the question paper itself..tzz.....hahas i guess today was screwed hehe wells. As i place my bulky fat fingers over the keyboard, i am at loss at what to say...i thought i had inspiration or something but actually no. Well...then tottered all the way down to ris's house and chill, yikes i was sweating all over, blame it on the blazing sun that beat my back.urm... i am still waiting my wound to be healed sheesh stupid dog wound...oh wells but i still love my dog no matter what...gosh... i am craping so much...hmm.....lemme think i ate a lot today....had burger.piece of bread.biscuits.seashells in prego sauce.sesame biscuits.guava and apples.mango yoghurt juice. apple juice. actually its not a lot hahas i pig out too much anyways...who gives a damn.....after a while i dun really thinkimage is important..only shallow people would think that way...hahas yesyes thats right....
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11:28 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
stupid day , i slept all the way , i really needed some space, but my life just won't wait
my days are faint, as i lie in sub-conscious pain, i need some space, to take my place
what can i seek , i am just a dried fig, with no seeds to bear, so what life can i spare?
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4:17 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
slept for 2 hours and went to school, borin day...i prayed and everything went okay
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8:24 PM
the night sky shone so bright
its gleaming streams ripple to fight
such force drawn within
we dun falter
but it plans that we partake this compassionate water-lizzes
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8:03 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
In this week
we can do the things we want
you can chase while i go run
As the days go by
you bring me more than life
with your embrace
so lovingly warm
while i'm in your tender arms
i wish that
wish this would last for eternity long
it felt we were meant to be
as though we could never go wrong
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10:38 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
today felt like a fresh breeze of air rejuvenating my whole entire body. It felt so special that i needed to write. There's a certain point of satisfaction reached which will continue to be achieved increasingly by day. Life is not meaningless as much as i used to perceive it as. Thankfully, my hi-tech purplish pen is round' to scribble away in my dream journal. i hope to change my total skin to somethin non-tacky. Somethin kewl. Seriously, my life's pretty boring but exaggerated sheesh how weak can i sound. i guess human strength always has a breakin' down day. i admit seriously i amount to nothing much each day only but to know what my creator's manual have me. then will i have a fresh beginning relived. Every obstacle comes by not with harm attached but a fulfilled purpose having good intentions to mold my character for eternity. i may sound lyke some lame "philosopher" creating a new set of beliefs. Shoots you're wrong. It came from the Lord above. i struggled livin hell with no purpose. Its a tough journey in this life as we have to face trials and tribulations time and again sometimes without even noticing it. Life is pathetic. i live as though i loved the world as i am struggling with storing up materialistic temporal objects. My happiness is shortlived but i hope i will part this. My prayer: live in this world lyke a foreigner fullstop
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9:58 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hi finally i am back on track and anyway i realize that life has to change and i do not wanna grow up. Thats reality life. sighz My studies have been backsliding and i have been slacking throughout the holidays. Definitely not a good sign...
Wake me up! Somebody....oh yeah thinking about shopping energizes me ..i do not know whatsoever is this reason. It rocks man..Clothes rock! Never mind i'll probably grow out of it and i'll be fine. Yeah i bought a
pink shirt at topshop and couple of books at kino to read and fantasize..urmm not the dirtyy kind you think. Well...sometimes life is melancholy, how pathetic can that sound. I am just typing on the lab top and something keeps pattering outside by the window. How annoying. I am learning to be a stoic, a rather on stoic, cause i have to i am commanded...hmm that sounds mean coz i i am suppose to take it to a positive outlook....rather than an obligation. Well i need it big time. Oo yeah i have been starting to read the gossip girl series like few weeks ago...how slow can i be coz i use to think these are rather bimbotic...but now they are simply cool, amazing...haha. But i bet it will not be too influential on me. By the way my english is dying, anyway i hope it will turn out better and not worse. Eeks if that happens, i would be desperate! ahh it kills me! sleepin soon my sister is callin...anyway gotta go .....take care byebye muah peaceout.... <3
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12:31 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
hihi i haven't been updating for a pretty long time haha anyways here i am... i love fairfield so much, i know its freakin tough to let go of whats twice before me, i know i have ta. I love Grace so much and miss her i wanna cry i can't see u dear peace out.....
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10:50 PM
